Hello earthlings.
Yeeching’s my name and I love to laugh.
If you think I’m a fuckingbitchslutwhore,
just get outta here.
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Don't Speak by No Doubt
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I've always asked myself, 'have you done something wrong again?' when you just had that sudden change in tone. Idk why, it always revolve around the same topic whenever we get so upset with each other. Why? Is it that i shouldn't mix around with friends? Or is it that i should coop myself up and dig a hole to bury myself in? Oh fine, i guess it's just me, the way i do things the things i say the feelings i show and the love i gave you.
Speaking of which, maybe im too affected by whatever you said. I cry easily, fine. I'm a big emoshit once again. Sometimes i just put up a strong front, to cover up that weak and sad thing in me. But hey, that's me.
I, a person who isn't straightforward, i think before i speak. I'm not good with words. I can't possibly tell you how i feel each and everytime when i don't even know how to put them into words. I do admit i like to clamp up things at times, but that's when if i do let the words surface, things can get really nasty. You don't want it to happen right? Neither do i.
I'm not one who can think far, i can't predict what will happen, neither can i do things to change the future. All that i know is, if i have to compromise, i will. But if it exceeds the limit, i'm sorry i won't compromise anymore. That's how i work and i guess by now you would have seen more downsides of me huh?
It's just me, i don't know/understand why they would feel that way. I may be slow, but i'm sensitive to how people feel. I know they're sad when they are, vice-versa. I'm not good at comforting people i must say, but i'd just tell my friends 'don't worry, if need be, just call me and i'll listen to your troubles.'
So how does it occur to you when you see this post? Oh so this is how she feels about me, our relationship.. I'd never know, or maybe i don't think i'll understand anyway.
By now I should know
That in time things would change
So it shouldn't be so bad
So why do I feel so sad
How can I adjust
To the way that things are going
It's killing me slowly
Oh I just want it to be how it used to be